Hi Karen!
Great to hear you're ready to get serious about your improvements and progress!
You partially answered your own question as you are self-aware in that you haven't been doing the program consistently as a natural part of your lifestyle. Consistency and making it a regular part of your life is going to fix the things you are concerned about PLUS a lot more that you will be concerned about in the future - if you don't start taking proper action now.
I'm not exactly sure what you're asking in the last few paragraphs so if you can clarify I'm happy to give you my best answer :-)
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27 Feb 09:18
Awesome, Katheleen Waters ! and big congrats on the win! :-)